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Today..my bro acommpanied me to the hospital nearby..
because I wanted to hold onto my promise..to take a first step..
but after going to the information station..they send me to the
emergengy ward..am I that sick? So my bro took me there and
left me to talk with the lady at the front desk..I stuttered a lot..
she told me to let my self be admitted to the hospital...
I feel ashamed...