~+~I really want to stay in bed~+~

The weather is quite depressin,ne? T__T Even though I really like storms [yes,I like watching the whole szenario through the window] I can`t deal with almost a whole week no sunshine..well okay..it`s warm ...but there`s so much rain..and the air is thick X__x
And even though I should work till I finally collaps I find myself crying or sleeping instead.ARG~ I´ll write a 3 h classpaper [english] tomorrow..and `ll head to my auntys burial aferwards..I don´t think I can handle it well...I`ve got school till 5 but I don`t know if I´ll show up after the burial...I realy hate getting depressed...maybe it`s because of the medicine I`m taking? I´ll have to see a doctor soon..the pain in my shoulder isn`t getting less and I`m staring to worry...Even the most simpel moves hurt and..hell..I need my arms!>___<
Ok I should stop complaining and start studying again...gomen for writing just when I`m feeling bad and stuff...I`ll be happier in the next one ,k?
With love,
~+~sophie~+~