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~+~ The Tears we shed~+~
May. 17th, 2007 08:46 am..won`t dry that easily...
A few minutes..or has it been hours?...ago we got a phonecall by my mothers cousin.During the night of the 16/17th of May ,my dear aunty Ilse died due to surgery...and we didn`t know anything...not a single thing about her having a tumor (even though it happened to be a 'good' one) or having surgery at all. My aunty was..very caring person ,so she asked her other niece to not to tell us about it...because we`re still suffering of my uncles death. She told her nice that she should call us if she got transferend out of the recovery room...but she never woke up after the surgury..
Right know ,all I can do is trying to help my mummy,light a candle, tell my brother about todays phonecall and write some of my feelings in here..
Once more..I feel so stupid..becoming helpless like that..but it`s how we are,isn`t it?
The one thing that hurts me a lot and ..I`m regretful of is ..that I can`t find a single picture of her..I wonder why..
My dear aunty Ilse,
I can`t believe those words...or maybe I just don`t want to? I wonder.
You`ve always seemed to be in a high mood,smiling and laughing at the top of your lungs. As far as I can remember ,you`ve always been here. I can`t remember your husband..but I can clearly see you in front of me. You loved to travel and loved your dog,till his last breath,didn`t you? Thanks to you, my mummy could afford to get some expensive medicine and I could join my class during a trip. Aunty ,I`ve got to tell you: You`ve been one of the good ones. A Person I will never forget. Thinking that I`ll never see your bright smiling face again...hurts so much. Thank you for always supporting us. Thank you for treating us like the children you never had.
Thank you for bragging about me being your niece at the annual festivals.It all meant a lot to me.
I wonder...was it your wish to meet your loved ones again which didn`t made you recover? Please tell me,once we`ll meet again,okay?
In Love,
your Niece Sophie
A few minutes..or has it been hours?...ago we got a phonecall by my mothers cousin.During the night of the 16/17th of May ,my dear aunty Ilse died due to surgery...and we didn`t know anything...not a single thing about her having a tumor (even though it happened to be a 'good' one) or having surgery at all. My aunty was..very caring person ,so she asked her other niece to not to tell us about it...because we`re still suffering of my uncles death. She told her nice that she should call us if she got transferend out of the recovery room...but she never woke up after the surgury..
Right know ,all I can do is trying to help my mummy,light a candle, tell my brother about todays phonecall and write some of my feelings in here..
Once more..I feel so stupid..becoming helpless like that..but it`s how we are,isn`t it?
The one thing that hurts me a lot and ..I`m regretful of is ..that I can`t find a single picture of her..I wonder why..
My dear aunty Ilse,
I can`t believe those words...or maybe I just don`t want to? I wonder.
You`ve always seemed to be in a high mood,smiling and laughing at the top of your lungs. As far as I can remember ,you`ve always been here. I can`t remember your husband..but I can clearly see you in front of me. You loved to travel and loved your dog,till his last breath,didn`t you? Thanks to you, my mummy could afford to get some expensive medicine and I could join my class during a trip. Aunty ,I`ve got to tell you: You`ve been one of the good ones. A Person I will never forget. Thinking that I`ll never see your bright smiling face again...hurts so much. Thank you for always supporting us. Thank you for treating us like the children you never had.
Thank you for bragging about me being your niece at the annual festivals.It all meant a lot to me.
I wonder...was it your wish to meet your loved ones again which didn`t made you recover? Please tell me,once we`ll meet again,okay?
In Love,
your Niece Sophie
